ANOTHER YEAR GONE BY ........

Another year has gone by ....  they seem to come around so fast.

I am pretty good through the year except on his birthday and our anniversary but this milestone always is hard to take; probably because of all the guilt associated with it.

Anyway, phone is off the hook; I am trying to immerse myself in painting, trying to push it into the background; had planned some 'en plein air' work but it is raining and I don't feel like getting wet.

I know that my guilt as silly; but our  minds are logical our hearts pure emotion ....

PS - Got through the day pretty good .... was bad speaking with my MIL in the morning but after that I was able to move forward.  Each year it gets a little easier to deal with; each year my feelings of guilt lessen and I can put things into better perspective I think.
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